i am so clueless i don’t know what to write or where to start or what to do.
Before, being alone gives me peace, a solitude. i don’t see it as a door to being lonely, no. but today, or this past few months. being alone makes me lonely. or rather, feeling alone, makes me lonely.
i feel like i have no identity. who i am, what i want, hate, love,…need?
i’m irritable, i’m confused, i’m lost.
i’m tired. i’m lazy. i’m lacking the spirit. i’m wallowing in my sorrow, and self-pity.
oh, this is crazy. but i’m so lazy, i just can’t finish this blog. this is not the end of it, mind you.
i’ll get back to this, when i get meaning of what’s happening around and in me. okay!
i will find an answer. a salvation.
my work gives me no time for other things, or maybe i just let my job envelope me. or whatever.
too tired, too weak.
til next time, fellas.
i’ll get by.
Step back. Breathe in. Breathe out. Everything will be alright. 🙂
hehe, thanks te. nakakasuffocate din, d makahinga sa sikip ng mundo ko, in a way? hehe, this too shall pass. 😀